#016

What is it with unhealthy stuff these days :/

I bought a small bag of Nacho Cheese balls and two Geisha chocolate bars and after eating them felt really sick and my tummy was hurting... For crying out loud! Can't I eat anything unhealthy anymore?? :|

I eat reeally healthy and really fresh food everyday and drink only water, milk or fresh juices and everytime I even try to drink some kind of juice with added sugar in it or something, I start feeling bad. Whyyyyy D:
It's not like I would mind eating only healthy stuff but sometimes you get this _need_. This special kind of need of something really fatful and sweet and icky and when you have it and think you are going to be satisfied with a blast of endorfins, you only start feeling sick.
What is wrong with my tummy.. I know, it has never taken chips or stuff and actually I'm allergic to chocolate (milk allergy) but I used to be able to eat at least one whole bar of chocolate and half bag of chips when I was younger! D: Now I can't eat even 5 pieces of chocolate without feeling bad. And chocolate just sometimes does the trick when you haven't had sex in a while... >_> hey, it's true :c I'm not a sex addict but I need it sometimes, not only for the feeling but also because I want to feel someone close to me.
Right now it's impossible because I don't have anyone and I don't really do one-night stands..

:D Just don't read if you think it gets too personal! Had to get this off of my chest :)