#019

I feel like changing this blog again...

It's because, I'm finally, bit by bit actually grasping the truth of what I really am. Who I really am.
Of course I've known who I am - my name and such - but like what I really am like. I've never really known, funny ain't it.

I sure do think it's a bit funny. Silly me, always dreaming of something so big and so glorious when my happiness was always so near. Too near for me to notice, I guess.

 Well, now as the wind is blowing calmly and I've finally set a course for my boat, I might as well just create a new blog once again to feel complete.

So, ladies and gents, you will hear of me again!

Toulou!

#018

Yeah... Hi :D


I've been neglecting this blog for a while already haven't I?
yet again, there are reasons. But I won't start babbling about them now.



On a totally different not, WHY IS BLOGGER BEING SUCH A BITCH ALL THE TIME!? >:O
or then it's just me and my keyboard... wouldn't know.


So yeah, school is... wonderful :) absolutely wonderful. When you get to play with music all day long, what could be more perfect huh? Well, finding someone you like a lot who is... amazing :D
Well, I have a huge crush. A huuuge crush. I can't really put into words how I feel right now but I feel really light-headed first of all, sort of as I was high or something :D
I love this feeling. I like him so much.. He is, he is perfect for now okay :)
He is gentle, sweet, kind, he has a good sense of humour, he is just absolutely amazing! He looks like a teddybear! <3<3 I'd want to cuddle him all the time but unfortunately that's not possible :c
Ah~ What else... Hmm, I don't know what to say anymore... My head is so full of him and... yeah :D
I didn't slept less than 4 hours last night and even though I'm tired I can't sleep! it's all because of him <3

Yeah, if you people haven't noticed Iiii am a person who first reacts with emotions and only far after that comes the realism. I don't really consider it as a weakness since that is what makes me stronger. Also my daily life isn't really boring because I get emotionally touched really easy about, almost, everything. I have very many high peaks in my daily life :)

Yeaaah I guess I have babbled enough! So instead of me talking, have picture:

Eternal baby face <3

#017

:D It's been a while again folks~

anygays, maybe I should continue with the meme task I have so that no-one will throw bricks at me |D

My reason for not updating: I've been lazy, I've been busy and I've had better things to do 8D (not really, but...) I've also had school so that is a very good reason for nothing updating.

First a few random pictures

まず, me and Yumi <3>Stephen: Score the beat at 7.9, keep your head in the game. The Japanese judge is very tough.
Bloom: This is a banana seat, man.
[Stephen and Bang Bang stare at him]
Bloom: Don't give me that blank look. You know what a goddamn banana seat is.

That one being from The Brothers Bloom, gods how I love that movie!

Narrator: You wake up at Seatac, SFO, LAX. You wake up at O'Hare, Dallas-Fort Worth, BWI. Pacific, mountain, central. Lose an hour, gain an hour. This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time. You wake up at Air Harbor International. If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?

And this one being from Fight Club. If you have never seen it, WATCH IT! it's pure genius work!

Day 13 → A fictional book: Watership down. Watership Down is a heroic fantasy novel about a small group of rabbits, written by English author Richard Adams. Although the animals in the story live in their natural environment, they are anthropomorphised, possessing their own culture, language (Lapine), proverbs, poetry, and mythology. Evoking epic themes, the novel recounts the rabbits' odyssey as they escape the destruction of their warren to seek a place in which to establish a new home, encountering perils and temptations along the way.

Day 14 → A non-fictional book: Haruki Murakami - Kafka on the Shore.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kafka_on_the_Shore

Day 15 → A fanfic: I don't do fanfics anymore, but I have to say the best fanfic/s I've ever read have been written by my very best friend. I liked all kinds of fanfics, not only the erotic ones, and I have to say people have quite and imagination. Some plots are incredible and totally beat many good novels written by professionals.

I'll do day 11 some other time :)